.Friday, May 08, 2009 ' 11:51 PM
yesterday was fucking crazy.went drinking with poly matesvodka something which cost a bomband it was emptied within minutes.2 of us got drunk, in fact 3 but yushi was totally mellow and controlledwhile friz and at got fucking crazy friz was blabbering nonsense while at was getting out of handi had a hard time controlling at.sent her home by cab. hafriz was like. shit seriously he cant keep his mouth shut when hes drunk for gods sakei almost wanted to slap him. or may be strangle him to deathat. she drank coz shes emo. i forgive her for that. its totally no problem really. youve been a good friend and sending you home was the least i could do. i mean you REALLY cant go home yourself.today.i dont know why the fuck i suddenly miss her. i came to school and i suddenly got a rush of mixed emotionsi love my classmates for giving me support. but i dont know why i feel more fcked up when u guys comforted me.i dont know if i should stay away from her to forget her or just continue what im doing.coz i know i wont and will never get her.i mean just look at me. PIMPLE! LOLOLOLOL! okay stop it. fuck seriously im being a fucking girlhafriz convinced me otherwise. but i dont know. and the ciggs are my thanks to you.stayed in nyp from 12pm to 10.30?waited for nick for his foriegn bodies audition. hope u get it bro. you deserve it dude like really.but im still pissed at you. im sorry but i still am. but i dont know why. im sorry. but i am.i need to fucking forget you i swear. damit.it must be your power to infactuate people easily.yea it must be infactuation. shit.
